peace..!!

As i stroll my mind around , just to experience the vibes of the momentary instance..!! it turns nostalgic ..!!..! i sway my head , to try to avoid the consequences of being "the same"....!,! it recoiled,forcing it hard to continue it's path ,! the path where "i", moulded myself to become someone else, i couldnt break myself open ,as i was cemented with strong obscure ingredients..!! ..!! 
And the laughter continues..,!! with some elated ,some confounded and some "charity"...gestures ..!! 
A loving heart , a prurient mind and a confused soul !!!..."sometimes"/"always" interrupts the situation we call "reality"..!!. we cant always let go the natural "simplicity","humbleness" of being ourselves , so we fight within the internal frames of our mind,trying to exract the conclusion ,infact secretes a momentary literature , words like "philosophy","think","retrospect","insane",psycho","understand"...etc..!!! 

When "u" absolutely dont have a clue of wht has happened, and u loose "something"..!!! , "u" loose "peace of mind"...!!! , a genuine calmness inside u , and crazyness ozzes ..!! 

As we get addicted to "switching", of being normal...!!! ,we start comparing ourself with the "ultra normal" state we reach after the intake of "oh!! the exams are over!!(haha,just for example)"..!! substance..!! we love the comparison n keep up with the pace, until the situation of " strolling of the mind.." arrives..!!! 

As we devise ourself to confront the versatile situations, theres always the "silence" to counter-attack the regularity and finishes it with a pause.

WEIRD..!

grey clusters of veins

squelched in brain

erupting a word

gone in vain

immoratal dreamz all gone insane

screaming words and no ears to lend

tear drops and a serene smile washed by rain

revolving earth and running time,

but all people look the same

fading past along with a pretending fame

a lonely burning candle,

still heals the pain............