I wish I was a narcissist but found out it takes some effort and determination in becoming so..!!so...now..what do i become...??? was this question really getting into me??? why is there a lots of exclamations mark and question marks in my sentences??..am i just doing to attract the attention or is it tht its just mundanely happening...??what am i actually doing now? reading some status messages in facebook...!! oh i can see some patriotic messages....wishing ..demanding...to do something for the country.....i can see the comments too....lots of blames...!! landing their ass on some exquisite places...and talking about the poverty and unemployment ..!!huh!!! should i start "talking" the same way too?????nope...i too fall into the same category..!! i know that..at least i dont open my mouth...!!
where am i again?? lost...!!?? as usual...!! oh i see ...some meg's prediction ....ya rt..it predicts "wht colour "shit"..m gonna "shit" tomorrow morning..!! something pops out in the notification......"on this day "god" wants u to knw..happiness lies within...oh! not again...happiness topic n me...!! .....I sound as if my wife has just divorced me ....i plug in some floyd again..."and u run and u run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking"...!!i link this line with the happening of my life ...changes my expressions..i look SAtisfied...! like some "horoscope" mentioning ..i've got a chance to study abroad"..!! utter bullshit..!!suddenly " a situation arise"...my blood in the head veins seem to flow less..!! and i plan to stop my nothingness...!! coz my head seem to take another topic...i need to complete something....but tht something never seem to finish...!! as my "indecisiveness" upholds..!!!
